Stopping, not to strong to keep on walking...

Closing my ears, I don't wanna hear what people are talking.

This life's got me to the bones, not letting go, still holding on.

And it's hurting me, so bad. It wants me to be gone.

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I had so many ups and downs; I can't find myself some peace anymore.

And now the surface is so strong to go through, if I could make it im not sure,

Cause love got me blind once, and I lost my way out,

All I can do now, is to stop and shout.

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Getting carried away from my feelings, going so deep,

my courage to try to survive is getting weak.

Weaker, and weaker, drowning in my own thoughts,

all I ever felt, ever saw, is being crushed.

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Hope, is my ticket off this place I got stuck.

Fear, always makes me feel mocked.

Reality is what I hate, but still the only thing I wait.

Something called fantasy, makes me doubt in what I always see.

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But I'm holding on, upon a shadow of a rope...

All I'm left with, is my only ticket off called hope.

A kiss of strength stuck on my lips,

joining the light, the darkness I'll never miss.