It hurts,

To know that you’re not behind me,

It hurts,

To know that I'm not what I wanted to be,

It hurts,

When you know you got backstabbed,

With a knife made from the words that were said…

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It hurts,

When someone doesn’t tell you the truth,

It hurts,

If that someone was a best friend from the youth…

It hurts,

When you love someone so much,

It hurts,

When in the far end, you hate that someone so much…

It hurts,

If you’re heartbroken from someone you cared,

It hurts,

If with that someone, all your goods you shared…

It hurts,

While someone’s still kicking you in the ground,

‘Till you’re dead and never can be found…

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It hurts,

When that someone is you,

It hurts,

When you can’t accept its true…

It hurts,

When your wounds are still open and you’re still bleeding...

It hurts,

When the cuts and wounds are made from all the healing…

It hurts,

If the killing happens everyday,

It hurts,

Even more than I can say…

It hurts,

When your best friends don’t stay…

It hurts,

When the contrary is what they say…

It hurts,

When you think you’re something to someone,

It hurts,

When to that person, you’re actually no one…

It hurts,

To listen and read everything I say and write…

It hurts,

But someone in my life, just got out of my site,

As someone who’s good, and almost always right…

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It hurts,

When someone like me started to hate,

It hurts,

When the hate’s about the one I thought I could never hate…

It hurts,

When the clock that you’re waiting is always early, and always late,

It hurts,

When you don’t give up, and still wait…

It hurts,

If you look in the mirror, and see something else,

It hurts,

If you just found out, your life’s in a cell,

It hurts,

When you write for someone who doesn’t read,

It hurts,

If that someone was the one you kept and feed…

It hurts,

But I kept myself from saying it,

It hurts,

But my heart can’t stop saving it…

It hurts,

But I'm tired of waiting it…

It hurts,

But I'm dying to say the truth…

It hurts,

Because it took me my youth…

It hurts,

Because it’s taking too long,

It hurts,

When you don’t have any place to hold on…

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It hurts,

To know now that you,

Hurt me so much with one single word…

A word so short but so long to hear,

A word that woke up all I ever feared…

I'm sorry to be this rude,

But you made me hate,

I'm sorry for being so crude…

But it’s been enough of the wait…

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But I'm tired of saying I'm sorry,

And tired of saying ‘OK’

I'm tired of having the limit to everything I say,

I thought you were someone, but you’re nothing to me now,

How I got that impression, just don’t ask me how,

I waited and waited and got nothing at the end,

This is what happens when I get hurt from a ‘best friend’…