Give A Hand

Looking below toward the ground
What I saw seemed so far down
But depending on this harsh gravity
is depending on how much it will hurt me
will I hit the pavement to instant death
and forever lose all sense of breath
or will the fall not be enough
and damn the drop must be rough 
helplessly laying drenched in pain
how much could one simple attain 
Will I scream out as loud as I can
for someone to simply give me a hand
Because this is the reason I’m thinking this now
this selfish world doesn’t seem to know how
I knew if I continued with all this depression
it would turn into self aggression 
All I asked for was some help mentally 
and here I am quite coincidentally 
spread on this note if you possibly can 
and maybe the world would lend us a hand 
because people like me don’t really know how
to teach themselves an independent vow 
and trust me when I say I can tell
that if it’s where I belong you’ll meet me in hell