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sorry, i wasnt the perfect friend ...part 2

Poetry By: an0nym0us

ok.. i dont know what to do..
she's suffering from depression and i think shes dragging me drown that hell hole too..
i tried so hard..
i wrote her a book to help her build her life and comfident..
she told me she was gonna be 100% committed to this project
i belive her.. she promise me

i tried so hard, so much effort.
she knows writting means so much to me, and i take it so serious.
but she just throw it back right in my face two days after that...
she said it helped but goes i wasnt being a good enough friend to her and she didnt need my help anymore.
(just because i hang around my superstar)
she told my superstar i wasnt gonna be there for him in the end... that i wasnt gonna be a good enough friend to him as well

for her i hide all my troubles to help her..
i left my trouble to turn worst, to be there for her..
she never once thought about how i would feel
she told me when i cried to her
"this is not about you, its about me"
i'll never cry in front of her ever again...

do i keep on trying or give up??
.i tried so hard.

Submitted:Aug 14, 2008    Reads: 154    Comments: 3    Likes: 3   

All you ever cared about
Were you, yourself?
I tried so hard
I did all that I could
To help, to be that perfect friend
You wanted, wanted more
I gave all that I have
Just so
You would throw it right back in my face
Have you ever thought?
About how I would felt
No, you were too busy
Thinking of yourself
Making out like
You were the poorest person on earth
It's plainly self-pity
You never stop foe a second
To help me with my trouble
Thinking yours was greater then mine
So I drown in loneliness
But I was still there for you
Wanting to help, wanting to fix
Your problems so badly
My world worsen
All that, and now you tell me
I wasn't being a good enough friend
Oh, how my world turn dark
All because of you
I tried so hard
I cried so hard
I'm never gonna be the perfect friend
I'm trying
Because of you
I'm dying
Because of you
I'm crying


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