A Smile Painted

While i scream my fear

People pass by

I hide my tears

While I paint on a smile

I care very much about what used to be

So its not about what used to be

So everyone can see

My smile is there because I want it to be

I think and feel this way

Because it is the way I feel

I dont care what people will say

It will never begin to fade

I will never pretend they are dead

Or act as if they ever was

I dont care about  what kind of things  are said

They can whisper all they want

My smile is not just for today

I do not worry about the past

My smile will not fade away

Im going with you everywhere

My tears are from the seed that was sewn

Everyone can know

I do not need to be alone

I do have any weaknessess I have you