Im A Lonely Writer

It seems I stay lonely

So I hit the keys

As I watch the mouse

I dont admit much of what I gain

I searched to find

Then I always came back

At another time

Im just a lonely writer

I had boyfriends but they was not there

No one wanted to be around

My body was great it rocked

I just wanted someone for a day

Everyone thought I was cool

Because I went by my own rules

Games I would play

Im supposed to be alone

Loneliness is what I want

My mom did not teach me anything

what did I know

I never wanted to be popular

I just was

What was the reason

I would on Friday nights until late

Even though I got tired

Hit the keys, but it is okay

I crave loneliness

Im never found

I have had enough of everything

I dont even know where Im at

Close my eyes to the world

To everyone Im a loner

I guess I am

It seems Im lost

All alone

Who am I

Im going somewhere

You will not find me

Im just a writer