when i waited everyday for the sun to rise
the bells would ring and break the morning silence
they would call out for me
and welcome me to a new day of hope
but today there was no ringing bells
the silence of lonlyness whelmed my soul
i called the bells screaming why they left me alone
"where are you? what happened?
have i done anything wrong? or am i blind and also deaf now?
why can't i hear you?"
but there was no use
i kept yelling until i lost my voice
now i was silent too
i can't see, i can't hear, and i can't speak
but i can feel
yes i can feel the pain
i can feel the darkness prison me
and evil branches turning in to long arms
reaching out for me from every wall i pass by
to attack and hunt me down any moment
why is this happening to me again ?
why can't i be happy for longer than a day or two?
was i some how born the victom of pain, hurt, and sorrow?
everytime i try to play a happy rythem on my piano
the piano keys turn cold
then my finger tips become cold too
in seconds it all runs in my body
till the moment i start shivering to death
and then feel sharp edged needles
piercing me everywhere on my skin
if the piano keys aren't warm
then who would be?
no one, no one that would give me a warm hug
and tell me everything is gonna be ok
when i tryed to put all my pain in a box
and then close the led on
the pain pushed me back
and spread around me again
giving me no way to escape
i lost my balance
and ended up on the floor
crying out the words
"noooo, nooo, nooooo,