lost for ever

why do i always end up doing the wrong thing?

why do i always run away from my problems?

when a bird fears something

he uses his wings to fly away

away from any dangour that day

i do the same exact thing the bird does

and you know what i'm doing now?

you want to know what i did and how?

i started smoking weed

i thought maybe this is what i need

it makes me forget all my pain

it makes me happy as if i'm walking under the rain

i know it doesn't make me happy for long

and i know what i'm doing is wrong

but as i said i always end up doing the wrong thing

i wish i had a bell to ring

just like when the bell rings and the class ends

i want it so i can end the stupid life i live

i have nothing anymore to give

i'm sorry friend i have no god advise to give

my hands are too cold to keep you warm

my thoughts are too negative to cheer you up

when your feeling down

all i'm good at is to run

i'm not good for anyone

i never do anything right

i hate the stupid poems i write

if i ever look like i'm having fun

and say that i love the sun

i would be lieing to you and to myself

sometimes when i say "oh i'm fine"

i wish someone would look me in the eye

and say "tell the truth"

i wish i could heal this hole

this empty space inside my heart

i wish i could bring who i love back

i feel like i'm somewhere trapped

i can't find my wayout

i was lost

i'm lost

and i'm going to be lost forever