I am alive,

But im not living,

how can i survive, in a world so unforgiving.

Love, Hate, Dismay,

run through my soul.

These feelings i can't convey, are taking their toll.

My nights interupted,

by Queen Mab,

my days corrupted,

by the thught that i've had,

memories destroyed,

torn and ripped apart.

The horror i tried to avoid,

was there to start!