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go deeper go harder

Poetry By: animefreak77L

a poem i wrote for self harm awerness day that was the 1st of march by the way.

Submitted:Mar 4, 2013    Reads: 56    Comments: 14    Likes: 4   

Go deeper harder
It soothes me I just want to scream louder
It trickles down my arms
Like the tears on my face
Pain it overwhelms me
But not as much as i expected
So I'm not hollow after all
I'm not empty n just moving on
The numbness is killing what's left of my warmth
This just reminds me of the truth
I'm alive I'm still breathing
Though it doesn't seem that way
My heart is beating with it's own slowed down pace
Guess that means I'm Human
A species of ur race
But that just leaves More questions
More pain
Why am I so diffrent if we r made to b the same?
Why do u hate me when all U see Is my skin?
Why am I alone while u cluster in groups?
Why does this keep happening on and on in loops?
So I go deeper go harder as my skin feels the warmth
Deeper harder letting the red cover up
I go deeper harder and my eyes start to blurr
The questions float away and a smile finally places it's self on my face
The clusters are gone
No more deapair
The anger that once engulfs me is gone without a trace
My eyes roll back and my lids slam shut
But at least I'm at peace
That is enough


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