I open my eyes and think of you.
How sweet it would be to have you by my side.
For you to be the first thing I see.
But as always, life takes me for a ride,
To realize you are not there with me.
Some times you call,
But ill be lucky to get a text.
Why do you let me fall,
Why must you be so complex?
I love to hear your voice,
Telling me of all the things you know.
I love to hear your dreams and expectations.
But I know I have no choice,
there is no way i could go.
So within my fear I scream with no exception.
A scream so loud within my self reflection,
that only I can hear my heart shatter.
Do you even care? Dose it even matter?