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The Side Of You That's So Decieving

Poetry By: Arian

I just don't know how I couldn't see it earlier.

Submitted:Mar 24, 2010    Reads: 53    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   

Goodbye, my friend..
You think you're not to blame, for this.

I'm feeling just the same, Hopeless.
I'm sorry, for seeing,
The side of you that is so decieving..

I thought you would have changed, by now.
You fooled me once again, somehow..

All I've got to say is, Goodbye.
All I seen, all the lies I believed in..
I'm sorry - I really mean it.

There's nothing left to fight for,
For you, it's hard to say "I'm Sorry"

How I fell for your act again, I'm not sure,
But I want you gone, that's all I ask of.

Some days I get a longing to just wish,
Upon a star, and it would come true..

I'd never see your face again,
And everything that reminded me of you,
Would just fade away..

There's nothing left, so why the hell am I holding on?
Maybe I just never met anyone who actually didn't care..

And I want to make it right,
But I can't. You won't.

I'm not sure what I ever expected from you,
False hopes made me think that it could all go back to normal.

But you're not like that.

If I could, I'd travel back in time.
Tell myself, 'See his decieving face before you,
Walk away as he approaches. Leave before it's too late.'

All I know now,
You're not who I thought you were,
And you can't be what I thought you could have been.

I'm disgusted by you,
I feel sorry for you...
I don't know why though.

My mind tells me I shouldn't care,
And part of me doesn't.

Like I said from the start,
I mean everything I say.

Now I only wish I knew WHY I
Say the things I do.

What's the point?

The day I met you,
I should have been able to see,
You're decieving ways...

I should have seen past your mask.
But I didn't.. and I payed the price.
The worst part though... You really don't give a damn.

I never met anyone quite like you,
Maybe it's a good thing, maybe not.
I'll never know, now will I?

I'm sorry, I'm leaving...
I'm sorry, for seeing..
The side of you that is oh, so decieving..

I know there's nothing left for me to fight for,
Now that I have opened my eyes..
This ends... now I'm walking out the door.


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