I would never feel pain at the death of him.

I did it myself.

The sudden urge to kill, to murder.

They inspected, could find nothing.

It was my hatred that gave me the strength

To do the unthinkable.

My hope was murdered by him,

And I decided to return the favor.

But, suddenly I had no sanity,

I sought refuge in the dark depths of my soul,

Turned me out.

I was too headstrong to fathom

The evil that had a hold on me.

One pain had left me,

But I felt a thousand in its place.

I lived for nothing anymore.

I didn’t know why I was here.

My life was hell.

I was doomed to haunt the place

Of my forsaken mind.

I couldn’t ignore the insanity that struck me,

Telling me to steal away,

To end this all.

It was so tempting,