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I'm still your Addict

Poetry By: Ashley Marie
Poetry


This is dedicated to a certain boy who turned my world inside out, upside down, then tore it apart.

You may recognize him described in my Novels. He's the colombian god. The "Hit by a car" part in Life for Fantasy is my way of describing it. Dumb ass ruins my world then becomes a part of it. *grumble!!!*


Submitted:Aug 25, 2009    Reads: 48    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


You're beautiful
I know it's true
And so many drugs
have the same affect as you
I can be withdrawn but
Still with it on my mind
And it can be gone for months at a time
And them someone thrusts it back
Into my life
You were my drug
I was your addict
Don't know why
You had this affect on me
You were the one
Who I knew was gonna hurt me
But I didn't want you to go
Because I thought
That I loved you so
You're not perfect
I've come to realize
But some part of me
Still sees you through
Innocent eyes
I can't find a reason to hate you now
Though you tore my world apart
And I need to make a new start
But when you come back to me
It makes me weak
And I can't seem to live without you another day
You're always on my mind and recently you've been in my dreams
I'll never see you again
And it's got my heart broken
And I know that twenty years from now
If I were to run into you some how
I know that I'd still be
This love struck teen
That I am today
And it kills me inside
That I let you get into my mind
And I have to say
I will admit that I still think
That I love you
Even though you never said
Anything about those three words before
Never said anything about anything more than what we were
And I'm sorry I left you alone
But it was time for me to go
I couldn't take the heart ache anymore
Cause now I'm here
Broken and sore
I'm away from you
There's no chance for you to hurt me
Again
Ever ever again




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