it been 4 years..what happened?

its been 4 years and looking back i can remember all the tears the time i thought i loved you and the time you said you loved me too but we were just kids back then and now what were left with is all those "remember whens"? but look at us today the broken hearts, tears and sorrows have all faded away but everything had faded too i dont even know the real you it makes me so sure that what we had wasnt real but from you i learned to express what i feel we both have others in our lives now and its not really a question as to how this happened for a reason and i dont regret it i learned a lot from all the shit i lost my best friend from everything that went down and i feel bad, but the real me was found im not that girl you made me be but that was something i could not see im not writing this so there can bed a you and me because thats not what i want i hope you can see you gave me my first glimpse of love that i can not forget and it would do nothing if i sat here with regret i've watch my love grow with this amazing man and nothing makes me happier than him holding my hand but you, are always there in the back of my mind the times we shared with the passing of time and here we are 4 years later, and we dont even know each other so lets get back to square one and start over together, as friends only this time and hope things get better.