Save   me from  the  sea of men

My mind is a whirl and  my  passions  stirred

Such heightened feelings

At times  my   days are   blurred

Such  short lived moments in  their  extreme

Never  have  i felt so alive yet  equally alone

New passions purge old emotions leaving  me  raw and  open

 In  my   formidable state of  spiitual being,i have  elapsed to be  human

In a deep  and un selfish neglect of my  inner being;

Consequently  fate  has presented  extremities

I continue to  feel  hyperreal existences

I am many  women to many men as i  search to  find what  is my  true  essence

with only  vague fears  of retribution

Passion  sedates and invokes amnesic sates of my  body and mind;

Alluring,inticing and  erotic proposals allay  my  wants and  needs

Intense and  uncommitted experiences catalyse feelings of  dispondance

In  my  apathy I may just return to my spiritual state  of  being

Relinquishing my  right to feeling desired and human

Returning to an hierachic state

In  search of my avatar