Closing my eyes, Trying to stop the tears from coming. Looking for
a way to be strong, Looking for a reason to wake up ... Not sure
how to be tough, Not sure i can keep pretending. Life has a way of
biting me in the ass. Pull me closer to the end, Push me closer to
the edge Coz Im getting tired of all this shit. Not trying to sound
hopeless Or pathetic, Just trying to speak the truth. Hopeless and
lost. Trying to hold onto to something I'm not sure is even there.
Purpose for my life has disappeared and I feel a little Empty or
maybe alot... Lately my mind has been clouded and I can't see
straight. I know I have many who love me And don't get me wrong I
love them. But even around them my smiles are fake And my pain is
worse. I hurt them, make them feel a little of what I do Everyday.
Mornings are the worst and I just wanna give up And the more I try
to fight it the more it grows. The less strength I have. The
suffering grows, so does the pain. How find myself? How do I move
forward, when my purpose is lost?
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