You look at me and you see hurt in my eyes
But if you look closer you’ll see the happiness pushing its way through.
You look at me and you see a frown
But soon you’ll see a permanent smile.
I may not laugh now
But soon I’ll be laughing so hard I’ll cry.
You may think I’m being negative
But the positive side is just one beat away.
You can’t judge me on how I feel because at a time you felt this way as well.
You can tell me not to be negative
But soon you’ll see that in order for me to be happy I have to pull my way through the negative side.
I will not be like this forever so just hold on or walk out.
Give me awhile to get used of my new life, let me deal with the shit that put me down.
In time you’ll see the happy positive side of me
But for now just bare with me, stand beside me through this and you’ll see that in the end that
Standing beside me was worth the wait.
Don’t give up because you see no difference, you can’t see it because the change is on the inside.
Don’t say that I will never change because I change a little each day.
I take the small steps so I don’t fail myself.
You will see me with a smile on my face just wait.
Please don’t give up on me yet.