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Tears will drown

Poetry By: beautifulwithlove

Emotional piece of writing.

Submitted:Feb 10, 2014    Reads: 27    Comments: 8    Likes: 4   

It feels like the end of the world,

my wind pipe is slowly closing,

gasping for air -

I'm far from touching surface.

Feeling chocked up, feeling swollen.

Constant reminders,

same old faces -

waiting for the timer on the clock to explode,

as my heart paces.

Not knowing how to feel,

clasping my head in my hands -

why do i feel so washed up,

drowning in water, stuck in sand.

I have fallen so low,

Emotions run high,

forever suffering at night,

wishful thinking is destroying I.

Dreaming is easy,

waking up is hard -

dreaming about faded faces, blurs in the sky -

to then hit reality,

and realise there is no longer a you and I.

I have to wait years to be happy,

even when its simple to smile,

I cant hide the false hope -

Its a short phase for a while.

My mind is numb from overtime thinking,

constantly having thoughts about life's worth,

inside my heart is echoing,

its slowly sinking.

Feeling my body reject food,

knowing i can take control,

but its a burden with a bad pursuit.

Trauma is taking its toll.

Weak knees as i tremble to the floor,

the past is trapping me,

there is no key to the door.

Only i know when im ready,

and that is no time soon,

my mind is so unsteady,

i fear my tears will drown.


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