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I can not Open up.... I tried to by writing this.

Submitted:Nov 19, 2011    Reads: 20    Comments: 6    Likes: 1   

I seem to push everyone way

Yet I try to draw you in

I care to hear about your troubles

I just don't know how to share mine

I am desperate to help others

But for myself I have given up

How can I be so open?

When I have been betrayed so many times?

Will you betray me too?

Is today the day we fight?

Is today the day you call me a heartless bitch?

Is today the day I make you cry?

I don't know how to open up




Show me how

Save me from a locking door

Look inside and see what I am

I am screaming



To be let free from myself

I just don't know how

To open up and hold you

I only know how to push away

I was stung by blood

Then abandoned by close friends

Bullied by peers

Thrown into Stepping Stones by family

Left to be traumatised by mother

Yelled and beaten by father

Driven insane by my fear

Made into stone by myself

Someone pull me from my tomb

My tomb of blaming others

When it is all my fault

I am a weak little bitch

Someone show me the light

Someone set me right

Someone, Anyone

Set me free

Unchain my heart

Save me from the dark


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