Here's The Truth

Here's the Truth, by M-chan

I say I’m fine,

And you don’t know I’m lying.

And I’m tired,

Tired of pretending.

These wounds only reopen

Every time I try to speak.

You think I’m happy,

But I think I’m falling apart.

I’m the wine glass,

Shattered during the ugly fight

Between a hateful couple.

I wish I could

Smash something fragile,

And make it like my heart.

Then maybe I’d wouldn’t

Feel so alone, so forgotten.

It gets even harder every day,

Knowing you’ll never realize

How fake this life of mine

Always was.

This laughter doesn’t save,

It’s only the perfect disguise.

Why is it that

Those happiest

On the outside

Are always the farthest

Gone?

Why is it that

I have so many

Friends,

But I feel so alone?

This is what I’ve been hiding,

So listen closely,

Because you’re the one

I’ve always wanted to tell.