I'm falling apart no one seems to see, I want to just leave the world. I am oh so sick of second guessing my everyday life. I can't even blink my eyes without wondering why I was put upon this damn place.
My heart is writhing in the black abyss that it has created with all the hurt. My mind is a constant battle to think happy thoughts.
Most nights are spent alone crying wondering when it all downhill, wondering when it all got this way. I wish I could stop. I'm living a constant nightmare I set up for myself. You think I should know my way around to find my dream but I don't I have no clue I am just another helpless victim of a mind.