I can't stop thinking about of how bad of a failure I am,
i can't stop hoping things will change .
I'm lost in the sea if never returning , there's no place in the world for some one like me .
Falling flat on my face no matter how hard I try .
tearssurround me, they trap mein the deepest pits ofdepression. My bodyis slowly killing itsselffor the sorrowI have inside, i feelevery bitofit dying though
ThenumbnessI wantis heart wrenching, for itnever happens.
My smilehurtsyou can tellit in my eyes.
When willit end ?when will my failuresfinally be enough? when will i see thati'm just afailure