booooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

So you want to know why I'm crazy------------ Truth is it started back at birth------------------ Am I stupid and a loner, maybe--------------- Because the opposite isn't worth------------ Some days I believe in hope---------------- Others I think it's dumb---------------------------- Do i love to live? Nope---------------------------------- But i have grown so numb--------------------------- Can't stand to stand----------------------------------- I won't stand to die----------------------------------- Can't stand to breath-------------------------------- And can't stand to cry------------------------------ So i must pull the trigger------------------------- That'll make the man i am bigger-----------------------