I Hate Life in General

My daughters thirteen.---------------------------She swears to God she hates me.------------------My wife is on pills.-----------------------------And this life isn't real.------------------------From beginning to end.---------------------------I always have to defend.-------------------------Guard my balls like I'm back in the pen.---------Yeah.--------------------------------------------Christmas is coming.-----------------------------From the banks I am running.---------------------My credit cards are maxed.-----------------------I'm never coming back.---------------------------Presents bought with welfare checks.-------------Yep.---------------------------------------------The holidays blow.-------------------------------All the cold and snow.---------------------------Not like on tv.----------------------------------My family is fucking crazy.----------------------But I restrain from killing myself.--------------My first present better be a book called selfhelp Cause lord knows i need it.---------------------I just sit and rhyme.---------------------------- Everybreath i take is a waste of time.----------