WROTE FROM MY BLACK HEART

My Mom reads self-help books.-- Sister complains about her looks.-- My Mom, she only reads and cooks.-- My Sis, complains while her food cooks.-- My Dads a monster created by Jack.-- He drinks and drinks then swears he'll never come back.-- I pray he doesn't I don't need his crap.-- My girlfrind thinks I only love her for her rack.-- Honestly, I really do think I'm crazy.-- Roaming the world looking for someone to hate me.-- Want to fight them and make them scream like a baby.-- Instead I just sit here and keep having the same dream.-- Where I'm a star up on a huge stage.-- Yelling my words of hopelessness and rage.-- Maybe then I could turn the page.-- Hit the road living outside of this cage.-- My girls got a friend whose a little to close.-- If he got any closer he'd probly step on her toes.-- I don't leave them alone cause I'm afraid that she blows.-- But she likes his attention and invites him in her home.-- Found out that diseases are passed down.-- I hoped for a heart attack but guess what I found.-- Got alcholic sketched into my DNA so I'm drinking bound.-- Destined for a life of a constant frown thats always pointing down.--