I Was A Victim, It Was My Fault

Memories flash through my mind
Tears well up in my eyes
He asks why, why did it happen?
Why were you raped?
I was stupid
I was not mentally sound
I don’t know
Why would he ask?
Was it my fault?
I let it happen
It was my fault
I am sorry
But I tried to heal
And then he asked
I was brought back
To square one
These tears, the trembling
Where do I go now?
How do I face it?
What do I do?
I am sorry
Now the pain is taking control
The memories have to go
But they can’t
I caused it
And now I can barely breathe
Why? How so?
I don’t know why
But it was my fault