Alzheimers

where is my wife,
did i have kids, 
i cant remember my life, 
i dont know what i did,

if i had kids where are they now?
i want to go home but where when and how?
nobody tells me about the love of my life, 
i ask if shes alive they say she cut herself with a knife,

i have no right arm, 
they tell me i smoke,
i didnt notice the alarm,
but i beleive i did have a stroke,

sometimes i remember,
i dropped my cigarette,
i killed my lovely wife,
thats something i regret,