I've come to realize now,
That no matter what or how,
No matter what I try,
I'll have to let you go by.
You may not know it,
But I'm leaving you as I see it fit,
So you can be with him for the time,
And I can mend this heart of mine.
I won't be here anymore,
Just friends is enough to stop this sore,
It's bringing my mind down,
And I don't want to see you frown.
In time, if you are desperate enough,
Maybe, just maybe when times are tough,
I can have you,
And maybe we can start anew.
I want my life to be normal,
No wasting my attention on the non-formal,
Thinking about may seem fine,
But right now, I realize it isn't our time…