Sittin' here stuck with all
these thoughts smothering my mind.
Wish I could forget about it & leave somewhere lost behind.
Its making it harder for me to get over you,
sometimes I dont want to
but, for me to move on, thats what ill have to do.
If I dont, I just wont survive.
These cuts are gettin even more deep & my mind
is so full, that I cant get any sleep.
These pills aint helping anymore,
all these cuts are aching & gettin even more sore.
All these thoughts & nightmares I have of you,
its bringing back memories that ive with through.
I feel like im slowly fading,
into someone that this depression is creating.
I just want him out of my mind,
im sick & tired of thinking about him all the time.
Can someone help me,
I dont want to be this person im becoming.
I need my mind to be refreshed,
for it has lack of rest.
But, there is no way that anyone could help me,
im already lost in this misery.