Ive gotten outta control,
because of this guy I once loved but had to let go.
I was going crazy outta my mind,
because he was always hiding the truth behind his eyes.
He made an insane person out of me,
that everyone now sees.
I sit here with these scissors in my hand.
Cutting my arms.... Trying to find away out.
No one understands.
If only they knew what hell ive been through.
They would know why I do the things I do.
Im just a girl, thats been torn apart,
laying here in this corner alone in the dark.
Cant you see behind my eyes,
where all this hurt lies?
Dont you know why I cry every night?
Cant you see that nothing is alright?
Im just a girl, that feels Im not meant to be in this world.
Ive los my way, lost the path that I was on yesterday.
Im just a girl, who has been through alot in this life.
It got worse when I met that guy that night, 2yrs ago.
He always pushed me around,
& laughed as he watched me fall down.
He would scream as loud as he could in my face.
He was so mean to me,
very jealous, & controlling.
After I went through so much with him,'
I ask myself everyday why I still love him?!