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Poetry By: Carlee

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Submitted:Nov 30, 2012    Reads: 58    Comments: 21    Likes: 5   

Trying to be the person

everyone wants me to be.

But, my feelings inside I wish they could see.

I have alot more going on inside that they dont know,

sometimes, I just dont want my feelings to show.

Im still hurtin inside,

this anger I try so hard to hide.

Doing my best to do right,

but, I still lay in bed hurtin at night.

I may seem okay, but

these thoughts in my head, still stay.

Though, I am still trying to do right & do good

for myself.

I still have these feelings that no one can help.

Inside, im still dying,

with all these thoughts in my head,

im still crying.

Inside, im still in pain,

with all these scars I see, I just cant change.

On the outside, I may be smiling

but does'nt mean I go to bed without crying,

I have alot more going on then what everyone may see,

im still that person I was before that they don't want me to be.

I am doing my best to get through,

but I still struggle alot with what I should do.

Because inside, nothing still aint alright.

I still struggle day & night.


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