My bones are aching,bending & breaking.
Ive lost control, lost
all hope, & taken these pills is how I cope.
I dont know what else to turn to
but this is all I know to do.
I hate that im losing myself,
everyone around try to help but I dont want it.
Because I cant be saved,
im far too gone away.
There is no more hope for me.
These drugs have got the best of me.
They have made me to be,
this other person thats become everyones enemy.
Ive lost all faith & everywhere
I go, I dont feel safe.
Ive gotten so skinny that I became
Im looking really pale & im not feeling too well.
& everyone that I know can tell.
I know everything im doing is wrong
& I know you want me to get through this &
to be strong.
But, I dont know if I can do it anymore,
I barely can get myself up off the floor.
I will do the best I can to get better,
pray that this pain will go away