Fear of not being loved

All I want is to be hold,

on this lonely night thats so cold.

But, instead I lay here alone, lost, confused, at home.

I just wanna be loved, I pray one day god will send me that from up above.

I want someone to love me, but here I lay stuck in misery. I shed so many tears,

not finding love is what I deeply fear.

Being alone in the dark, is causing me to fall apart.

Im on a path that I cant escape, stuck in this miserable life, I hate.