Everyday that you are not here I miss you so very much and it's extremely hard for me.
I am only trying to do what is right for you and someday you will agree.
It's important for you to have this time with your father for he loves you too.
Son there will come a time when you will know that what I'm saying is true.
Believe me I understand this is hard and confusing for you now.
If I did not give you two this time together, you could one day resent me, and that I won't allow.
Ethan, to me you are very precious and a true blessing from the Lord above.
For you I would do anything because you have my heart and�all my love.
You and brother are everything�to mommy and I need you both so much.
When you two wrap your arms around me, my heart you truely touch.
The times I am stressed, upset, or just feeling blue,
The two of you�are what get me through.
I will always do all I can to protect�and give you whatever you�need.
You can forever count on me to be�there, this you can believe.��