A Changed Game

I wish i could say things that you would understand 

If only you noticed, I'm more then a mere man:

Its not as simple as it once was 

Words are used, and miss judged 

Its just an audition into your soul 

Somehow you see only disappointment though:

I laugh inside of the shame towards me 

I feel this is normal, for whats suppose to be 

I dont understand how this works 

I see it in movies,  of how they flirt:

What's so different that you see 

is it really that stupid of me

I thought this was how to speak, and the actions to display

Maybe its harder now , cause the time spent away