A Different Time, For an Old Game

Every time i feel happiness it slips away

Nothing is there, nothing stays:

I'm loosing my grip, on the world around

Nothing is simple, i seem to drown

Reality has set in, that i seem alone 

Maybe if i was always like this i could feel at home:

Is there a trick to this life, a question not seen 

What am i missing, where is the scheme 

The harder the truth is the more i cant seem to stand 

The way this is falling, i have no other hand:

Everyone is in, as i seem to be looking out 

This wasn't the best time, to find a new route 

No matter how it changes, i feel i am paying 

For all my sins this world is saying