MY HEART IS BREAKING AND I DON'T KNOW WHY WHEN I THINK OF U I JUST WANT TO CRY WHAT WE USED TO HAVE SEEMS SO FAR AWAY NOW I TALK TO U AND LOL IS ALL U SAY BEFORE I AGREED TO BE UR ONE AND ONLY U SAID DAMN I'VE FALLEN HEAD OVER HEELS BUT THE GIRL DOESNT FEEL THE SAME WAY U TOLD ME U LOVED ME EVERY NIGHT EVEN WHEN I WASNT SURE THAT I LOVED U YET THEN U ASKED ME OUT AND I AGREED AND SAID YES AND THEN IT WAS I WHO HAD ALL THE CRAZY FEELINGS INSIDE EVERY THOUGHT DURING MY DAY HAD U IN IT I THOUGHT ABOUT U EVERY MINUTE U SAID U COULDNT GET ME OFF UR MIND NOW I THINK THAT MAYBE I WAS BLIND I STAYED ON THE COMPUTER WITH U ALL NIGHT I SO WANTED U TO BE WITHIN REACH WITHIN SIGHT WHY DO U KEEP SO MUCH BOTTLED UP INSIDE I'M UR GF THATS WHAT I AM HERE FOR BABY DON'T U THINK THAT JUST MAYBE U COULD OPEN UP TO ME TELL ME WHAT U ARE FEELING SO THAT I CAN SEE I AM HERE TO LISTEN TO UR TROUBLES OR YOUR JOYS I WAS THERE FOR U! WHERE U TRULY THERE FOR ME? BABY DO U REMEMBER THAT NIGHT WHEN I SEEN ALL THAT STUFF THAT BINX HAD WROTE I SO WANTED TO WRITE HER A HEATED NOTE THAT NIGHT I FELT LIKE I HAD BEEN AN IDIOT TO TRUST U BUT U CONVINCED ME THAT NONE OF THAT STUFF WAS TRUE AND WHAT EXACTLY WAS IT THAT DAVID WAS TRYIN TO TELL ME WHAT EXACTLY WAS HE TRYIN TO GET ME TO SEE U SAID IT WAS NOTHIN TO JUST IGNORE HIM AND I THOUGHT THAT HE WAS JUST BUTTIN INTO OUR LIFES BUT WORDS U NEVER FORGET THEY LEAVE MARKS LIKE KNIFES SO HE STILL HAD ME THINKIN ABOUT WHAT HE HAD SAID PLEASE TELL ME NOW WAS THERE ANY TRUTH THERE WHEN I TOLD U ABOUT MY TROUBLES WITH MY DAD AND MOM THE ONLY THING THAT U COULD OFFER WAS I WISH THAT I WAS THERE WITH U BUT U COULD HAVE OFFERED MORE U SEE U REALLY COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME ALL U HAD TO DO WAS LISTEN JUST LEND A WILLING EAR U DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE NEAR TO HELP WIPE AWAY SADNESS AND FEAR I MEAN SURE U SAID THAT U LOVED ME BUT WHAT DOES THAT REALLY MEAN U CAN LOVE SO MANY THINGS IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS U CAN LOVE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FASHIONS AND TRENDS FOOD AND SLEEP BUT PLEASE THINK WHEN U SPEAK IN WHAT WAY THAT U REALLY LOVE DO U LOVE ME ENOUGH TO TELL IT TO THE WORLD OR IS IT JUST A SECRET BETWEEN U AND ME U TOLD ME NOT TO HURT OVER YOU BUT I DO I MEAN WHO KNEW THAT FEELINGS SO DEEP COULD DEVELOP OVER THE INTERNET AS WE SPEAK U WANTED TO FLY ME TO OHIO BUT NOW LET ME STOP AND THINK DID U EVER TRULY CONSIDER COMING TO TEXAS I MEAN SURE ONCE U SAID IT U KNOW I TRULY THOUGHT ABOUT COMIN TO OHIO WHAT WOULD I HAVE FOUND I DO NOT KNOW WOULD U HAVE BEEN WAITIN THERE WITH OPEN ARMS I HAVE THIS FEELING DEEP INSIDE THAT MAYBE SOME OF UR FEELINGS FOR ME HAVE DIED!! I FEEL LIKE MAYBE WE ARE JUST FRIENDS AND I REALLY HOPE THAT IF IT ENDS THAT IS HOW IT ENDS LET ME JUST TELL YOU THAT I DO LOVE YOU AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A PLACE FOR YOU IN MY HEART



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