A sad christmas

it's christmas
 

the time of year
 

the one day which is filled with happiness and cheer
 

but the only thing i can think of,
 

is the fact that your not here

all day i've been thinking
 

wondering what you're doing
 

wanting to see you
 

but knowing
 

i'll never get my christmas kiss
 

causes the tears to flow

i wish i could escape this sadness for just one day
 

everyone's full of smiles and i can't stop wishing i was okay
 

i wish i could smile for real just once
 

and forget all about you, you stupid cunt

you're on my mind all the time
 

you bully me all the time, it should be a crime
 

i wish they could lock you up and throw away the key
 

so i can forget all about you, because, you see

it's christmas
 

the time of year
 

where for that one day, everything is filled with happiness and cheer
 

but the only thing i can think of,
 

is the fact that your not here

without you, this is a sad christmas
 

it's another full of heartbreak
 

where all my smiles are fake
 

please, for goodness sake!
 

burn me at the fucking stake
 

so i don't have to carry on anymore
 

and put up with this bored
 

which i call my life
 

so i don't have to put up with this stupid, sad christmas