Still Not Over You.

Just hit play an watch my life from the start

Just watch as it all falls apart

I was born when he first kissed me

I died when he left me

But I still love him

Oh yes, I do

He's for me, not for you

And if by chance you take my place,

I'll take my fist and smash your face

But it's amazing what you find

When you just open up your eyes

Sometimes love can leave you blind

But you try to cover all the lies

And ignore all the signs

Sometimes love can leave you blind

What I thought was a certainty

Has left me spinning in circles again In a never-ending abyss of pain

And boy, I feel the malice in my veins

My heart swells with hatred when I hear your name

See you're the one who broke my heart

You're the reason my life fell apart

You're the one that made me cry

And yet i'm still in love with you,

And I just don't know why

So on that note, I'll cut my wrists and hope to die

Crying more and more as each day passes by

I wished I saved all my tears for you, though

So I could drown you in them

Because when I was holding on

All you did was let go

I said yes, but you said no

My heart broke

And you watched my tears flow

You see, the saddest thing in life, is loving someone who used to love you

But now I'm thinking, was anything you ever said really true?

Now my heart is bleeding

My eyes are crying

You, I am needing

For I am slowly dying

I hurt myself so I can feel alive

I'll cut my wrists

Black my eyes

Lie to myself

To avoid your lies

I'll make excuses up for you

No matter how useless it is

But I'll lock away the pain

Put away the fears

Show you only smiles

Not the hidden tears

I said that I don't need you

But i'm a liar, I swear I do

I'm still not over us

I'm still not over you.