For the first time in my life, I can honestly say I'm falling for someone.
I'm not scared. I'm happy.
I'm dressing myself in uncomfortable clothes, spending hours on doing my makeup.
And it's all for you.
Maybe, they say, it will work.
Maybe then you'll notice me and like me.
But I can already tell that you do.
Not only because you have told me, but I know it in my heart.
I know that the feeling of happiness doesn't just happen with me.
I know that you make me smile more than anyone else.
You're the whole reason I don't just break down right now.
The only reason I don't flee to a state so far away, to a friend I haven't actually met.
Yet, to see you brings butterflies to my stomach.
Automatically I can feel heat rising to my face.
I can feel laughter bubbling up; you're just so infectious.
Being around you could never compare to what I've heard of getting high.
You are my high, you are my drug.
I'm like an addict, I can't stop thinking about the next time I get a hit.
I can't get you off my mind.
You're all I see behind my eyelids when they're closed.
The only one who could ever make me understand these weird love songs on the radio.
For once, I can sing along.
For once, I can understand the words.
You're not ordinary, I hope you know that.
No, to me, you're almost everything.