You know?

Wow as the days go by,

It gets tougher for me to move on with my own life.

 You know when u have that one person who's always by ur side,

Well that person i once had is now,  lying in a hospital bed with tubes down his throat

Sad aint it?

Well here I am wishing I would've seen him before I left that day

But I let my own reactions get the best of me and had to go

Before I caused my own father more pain then he was already in.

And I could'nt be the one to do that.

I'm sorry dad that I was'nt there when you needed me the most

I just could'nt handle seeing you in the condition that you were in

I love you dad