Wow as the days go by,
It gets tougher for me to move on with my own life.
You know when u have that one person who's always by ur side,
Well that person i once had is now, lying in a hospital bed with tubes down his throat
Sad aint it?
Well here I am wishing I would've seen him before I left that day
But I let my own reactions get the best of me and had to go
Before I caused my own father more pain then he was already in.
And I could'nt be the one to do that.
I'm sorry dad that I was'nt there when you needed me the most
I just could'nt handle seeing you in the condition that you were in
I love you dad