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sad girl journal #1

Poetry By: cRvzh
Poetry



i didnt know what title to give it so i just put the same title i used to save it. needed to get stuff off my chest so here it is.


Submitted:Feb 26, 2012    Reads: 20    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


Sad girl entry #1

As I sit here alone numb and dead

I realize the world is going on with its normal life

With me or without

I choose not to go because my heart is in pain

I can't eat I can't think even get out of bed

I choose to be numb

My life without you

Is like a glass without wine

And it sucks so much

It makes me sick to my stomach

It makes me so sick that I just prefer to puke

Its not some teenage phase

Or A love in the blindness

Its real him and I

If not it wouldn't hurt so much

His first hello or his hey babe

Leaves me no choice but to melt in my heart

Just by hearing his voice

Now that we're apart atleast for the moment

I realize how much I actually need you

To stand by me

Cause now that you're not beside me

My life just sucks

And it makes me sick

Sick to my stomach

To the point where I just prefer to puke.

He calls me almost every day

But it just leaves us with words unsaid

A 30 min phone call is just not enough to express our thoughts

Cause as soon as we hear you have one min left

We say our goodbyes as the phone call ends

I just sit here alone numb and dead inside

Because whats the point of living

With just half of a heart

So I stop the world in my mind

And i just wait for that day to come

So I can see you face to face hold your hand

And kiss you on a gloomy night

My love I miss you and I pray you are okay

But at the moment

My life sucks without you

And it makes me sick

Sick to my stomach

To the point where I just prefer to puke.





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