Forever and Always We Love You

We stand together on this roller coaster

But I see you get weaker and weaker

I see that you can't hold on anymore

I grab your hands not wanting to let go

God wants to take you back

But I want to keep you here

I know it is selfish

I know it is mean

But what is a 13 yr. old to do

When her 10 yr. old hero is slipping away

I love you so much forever and always

But this cancer has been trying to take you from life for 7 yrs.

Yes 7 yrs.

You survived this cancer

But this cancer keeps surviving in you

We try to kill it

But somehow it is stronger than we could ever be

It grows bigger and bigger

And soon that small body grows frail and pale

You get rlly weak

And you fall into a deep sleep

You are still breathing

You look so sound in that bed

You look so peaceful in this house

I know the pain is slipping away

But in some ways the pain is slipping to me

I hope that you will have fun in that heaven

But I hope that I can have fun in this world

Some times it seems imposible

Because this world doesn't seem to go on without you

I don't know if I can live without you

I just wish to speak to you again

To hug you again

To see that smiling face looking at me

You had the biggest heart

And you were the strongest little girl I will ever know

I hated having to tell you that it was ok to go

But I knew that you had to leave even though you lived a short life

Have a blast in heaven

I hope to see you there in time

But I have to live in this world for you

I love you forever and always Kaitlyn

Live forever and always in heaven