Carpe Diem

How can you tell what day it is?
The plagurised versions of an already pathetic life
Look at us...repeating ourselves everyday to hope that tomorrow we may see the light.
When in the end tomorrow will never come, its just the endless revolving cycle of time.
There is no purpose when one cannot be earned.
Purpose can be defined in time.
But time is the endorphins while life is the drug.
We need it, we cant get away from it, and when we kick the habit!!..
We die.
Thats why God made us.
Him and satan having a fucking piss up, wanting a comedic relief and thinking,
"How can we fuck up the universe?"
Why are we honestly here?
They say we go to a better place when we pass from this world.
But thats only because this is the hell we have to endure, to enter the utopia awaiting us.
This is but a prison. the skin being the barbed wire cage that surrounds our soul, taming it
To become glass eyed robots that repeat and repeat again.
But why do we let this happen?
Why do we let ourselves become the shards of our former self...and when we see the pieces lying on the floor,
We treat it like lint. Unwanted. Untouchable. Because you never want to be who you truly are, and who you were meant to be.
We are all going to die someday. We have a one-in-one, 100% chance of dying. There is nothing that we can do to stop it.
What are we afraid of? The ending? The ending has already begun. There is no need to be scared.
Only those who are immortal...wish they could die.
Let me ask you something...
If your suicidal, and you really want to die. Why are you already dead?
It is always the easiest and only way out... fucking pussies. You think its the right thing to do, do u?
Your just a selfish little wanker. You dont stop to realise how many lives will be effected by your fucking actions.
You think ur parents dont care? You cant watch them at your funeral.
You think ur friends dont care? You cant see them at school and look back at your seat to see if ur still there.
You think death is the answer? There is no answer or purpose in death.
Purpose can be defined in time.
But time is the release that life needs in order to maintain sanity.
How can u tell what day it is?
You dont.
Let life seek u so u can seek life.
I hope u find life, before life lets u go. I really do.