how could i want this then be so sad,
why does every little thing make me mad?
i love my partner and our life,
but i keep feeling like everythings in strife.
i stress i freak and i burst into tears,
even when i know its silly, all my fears.
this growing life inside of me,
all the hormones have set my stresses free.
but even when im on the ground red in the face,
screaming, yelling crying in hate,
inside im laughing and shaking my head.
when i calm down i hold my stomach and climb into bed,
i hug my partener and laugh at what we see,
this miracle that is my pregnancy.