I hate my life, my school is gay i live my life on the internet
My favourite site is myspace its my life now
I’m known as arron17 my name and age
I update everyday what I’m doing and feeling
My blog is emotional just like me happy, sad, angry suicidal
Then one day she comments me and wants to know everything
I suffer through school then race home to my computer
And just like always she’s waiting for me
Abby16 is beautiful fun and understands me
We comment each other and talk all day I can’t wait to meet her
She’s just as beautiful in person and the first kiss is magic
Pretty soon we are inseparable I can’t live without her
She smells so nice when she leans in close and whispers
“Exactly what have you done today?” in her soft voice
Then one day everything changes she sees me with my cousin jess
And the next thing I know jess is in the hospital
She starts to scare me being bossy and obsessive
I start to get depressed and consider suicide
But I love her and can’t leave so I become more emo
I’m scared to see her but I can’t stay away from myspace
It’s become my drug and she’s my bad trip
She demands to know everything and I can’t resist
Updating my status and writing in my blog
I try to break free and stay away I make it a whole week
That last night I see her standing over my bed with a knife
So your life sucks but you won’t talk to me she screams
Ill slit your wrists for you then my blood gushes against the wall
As my life ebbs away I wonder to myself was I way to honest?
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