Destroying all innocence
Torn from me
Never to get it back
Because of my silence it haunts me
The day is gone but never forgotten
A day of fun turned into a nightmare
Runs over and over throughout my head
Unwanted touching
Rough handling
Why didn’t I tell?
Some secrets are meant to be exposed
The word “help” has no meaning
Should have spoken up
“Ouch” “Stop it”
Words to no effect
Small body vs. big body
You do the math
Pulling away, all to no effect
Going back and forth like a yoyo
Eyes staring, thinking that it’s all fun
But they do not know what going on
They do not see my face
Soft-spoken voice and quiet demeanor
Thinking that it’s all good
The underlying pain is written on my face
Some see it, some do not
But they all ignore it
I manage to get away
But my innocence is left with him
Not physically, but emotionally
Will it ever come back?
Possibly but not anytime soon
Loud music, dancing, guy and girl
Pretty fun looking
NOT
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