Have you ever felt so lost?

I sit here all alone
wondering where to call my home
I'm torn between right and wrong
where taunts and fears have worried me all along

The days go on
just one at a time
waiting for me to decide
when it is the time to say goodbye

goodbye to all the anxiety
the fears and worries
for surely I have suffered enough
through these long years

I search around everywhere
for the delights and hopes of life
finding them in distant memories
of happy and meaningful times

one day I'll say goodbye
to all of the anxiety, worry and fears
and when it is time
perhaps I won't feel so lost