As long as Im living,i will suffer.
When i go inside you do everything
just to make me feel bad.Just to make
me cry.While you're doing this to me,
you're thinking you rock.But you dont.
You dont think about me.And you wont.
You dont think about my feelings.All you
see is them saiyng you rule,and thinking
When i come home,my mum asks me
how was in shool,and i say good,nothing new.
Everything is like usual.I lie.
I go to my room,and remember of things you're
doing to me,and I cry.I cry hard.While im crying
for the things you think are not such a big deal,
I suffer behind my shadow hoping this will pass,
you will stop,but NO.The pain goes on,and you
dont stop.You keep hurting me more and more,
you dont know how much crying tears are inside me.
All you see is you.
But sometimes when you make fun of me,I cant control
myself,I cry my soul out in front of everyone trying to
not get noticed.Hiding behind my arm.But you see,and
when you see,you come,and say Im sorry,i was just kiding
around,that you didnt mean it,but you dont care.And you'll
never care about it.All I have is my friend.Friend who i will
never see.Friend by e-mail.My friend who's always there,
even he's not.And that's my life.Crying every day from school,
telling my pain to my friend,and trying to forget,move on,study
good,an behave nice.But noone sees,noone sees my help cry.
Everyone have someone in there.Someone to talk with,but i....
I dont have noone.Only God.God and my friend ill never meet.
Ill be alone forever,alone and miserable.